Why am I such an emotional wreck lately?
Jealousy is a disgusting feeling.
And why is trust so hard to gain but so easy to shatter?
Emotions are stupid and vile.
I need to purge myself of them in anyway possible.
Someone please provide a much needed distraction?



"You're everywhere to me, when I close my eyes it's you I see."
But I feel so alone.



I'm at the best possible place in my life that I ever have been.
I have the perfect boyfriend, I don't have to ever do anything basically, I get everything I need provided for me and most everything I want just handed to me, I am going to the school of my dreams, my life is so easy.


But I feel like such a pathetic nothing.
I can't stop stressing and fretting over the things that don't matter.
I swear my procrastination is a fxcking disease.
I really really need to get my shit together this next year at school.



Please, someone save me from myself.